As I write this today I’m under mass stress in my Life . And as I sit here I’m listing to negative comments coming and going from my mother . Yes I had to pick up my mother from Az to come live in Texas . She is a drinker or at times , a drinker for many years . It has hurt our family in so many ways .
So here I am sitting taking abuse and stress that I can hardly handle at times . She puts people down and hurts feelings .
So what do we do when life throws us Stress ?
Tools Tools . Feel our heart with love and go to battle I guess . I’m trying this is truly a test for me . And I ask you that follows me to please pray for me .
Everyday in life we are faced with stress and situation that hard for us to deal with , and some days it really runs me down and hurts my soul .
But using tools and Love in your heart is the only way to make it out alive .
I truly Love my mother I do but its like a child in away and I need to be calm and caring in my words and actions .
Life is a battle at times not going to lie about that . And sometimes we snap or say hurtful things , but with love and God in you heart ,life has many blessing in it so I take one day at a time to focus on the good in my life and the Love and that gives me the energy and love for the fights that life has at times .
My Mother is a women whose life is based on Fear,Greed,selfless, This is what she has become in life and I’m not going to lie It sucks at times and is very very hard on me .
But one day at a time right?
I will fight to show her Love I will offer the tools I use in life I will do all this because well I was called to do it . And I will with Love in my heart ….
Much Love to you all